Bunnie Xo appears to be having second thoughts about airing details of her marriage breakdown.
Within the Friday, July 10, episode of her podcast “Dumb Blonde,” Bunnie, 46, explained why she pulled last month’s podcast episode which featured her speaking candidly about why she and Jelly Roll, 41, called it quits after 10 years of marriage.
“I took it down because I noticed I just don’t want certainly one of the toughest moments of my life to grow to be a everlasting headline,” she shared on Friday’s podcast episode.
She continued, “I don’t need to live in that but I also consider that folks deserve the space to heal, to evolve and to maneuver forward.”
Bunnie admitted she was anxious in regards to the split being the principal thing she is thought for.
“But in addition, if I’m being real, I don’t want the divorce to grow to be my entire personality. I don’t need to be the poster child for divorce,” she said.
While Bunnie has no intentions of keeping the podcast online in perpetuity, she has no regrets about sharing it in the primary place.
“That episode served a purpose for me at the moment, and it was real, it was honest, and it got here from exactly where I used to be emotionally in that moment. But I’m not in that very same place anymore,” she admitted.
Jelly Roll and Bunnie Xo. (Photo by Phil McCarten/CBS via Getty Images)
Bunnie added that she thought people weren’t seeing the total picture of how she navigated her relationship breakdown “behind the scenes,” leading them to make inaccurate assumptions.
“I believe that that’s where we’d like to pause and just type of concentrate on the undeniable fact that individuals are like, ‘Oh, well, she moved on so fast.’ And it’s like, delay. I’ve been mourning the lack of my marriage for no less than a 12 months. I had visions of the news breaking, of it happening,” Bunnie said.
She explained that there have been moments that she “was on the ground screaming, crying.” Bunnie added that there have been times that she “couldn’t even arise because I used to be so f**ing devastated.”
While Bunnie needed to deal together with her personal life making headlines and strangers weighing in on her situation, the episode was lucrative. It became certainly one of her most viewed episodes, earning her $100,000 in the method.
“But I don’t care in regards to the money. If I cared in regards to the money, I’d’ve left it up and let it get one other f***ing 100 grand,” she insisted.
Within the podcast episode in regards to the split, which dropped on June 18, Bunnie opened up about why they separated in addition to shooting down speculation the wedding ended as a consequence of infidelity.
“On Mother’s Day, we had a little bit little bit of an argument, which I don’t think the main points are obligatory,” she explained. “And, in that argument, I used to be so fed up and so drained that I just checked out him and said, ‘Well, then file the f***ing divorce papers.’”
After the podcast was released, Jelly Roll broke his silence on the break-up by publicly addressing the audience on stage on the Saratoga Springs, NY, leg of his tour.
“Me and my wife are best friends. We’ll all the time be best friends. We just got off the phone earlier today,” he said. “No person cheated on no person. She just did a complete podcast about it. You’ll be able to go watch it. Every word of it’s the reality.”
Jelly Roll quietly filed for divorce from Bunnie in Tennessee on May 18, Us Weekly confirmed on June 15.